Friday, July 3, 2009

twirling in the middle of all the details


the chair in my office is on wheels and rollers...spins around in circles and rolls around the studio to each little station i have set up.
reminds me of the way i mentally navigate between all the details of focus in my life.

i continue to turn round and around in an expanding circle of life. moving out to greet each new experience of focus.

i have been thinking lately about how life feels to me like a magical mountain journey. with a path that circles round and round and higher and higher.... the path leads me in circles of *cycle* the seasons change in cycles, my path travels in cycles, my days move in cycles....
and yet my cycles lift higher and higher.
my understanding changes as the perspective changes.
i come around the mountain and see the same scene as i did back farther on the path... but the view is different from here.



this is the evolution of me.
this is the expansion of my being.
feels good.

i come back around to some of the same life issues, same challenges... but practice brings mastery. and i find that my ability to navigate the extremes of life is fine tuned over time.

i like how i can see the natural progression.
it all feels easier as time goes by
i practice the empowerment of directing my life
this is the creation of not only a dream... but of a person
i am creating life
my life.

and no matter where i am. no matter what i am doing.
in the center of the circle of twirling details... me.

i'm on my way to a new space.
but the center of that space is me again. everywhere i go ...there i am.
so i'm excited that i am taking a constantly expanding version of self with me



and i am grateful for the time of conscious evolving that has been allowed in my life while i have lived, worked, and played here at the woodland street house