A New Phase of Life - Life Upgrade!

Lots going on these days. The house is ready to go on the market....I'm dreaming and making plans for the next phase of life.

I have these reminders on my desk. Allow it to be Effortless.

and.... Break the rules!
do things differently than you have been told they have to be done.live your authentic life. live it from your heart and soul

do you see what is in the bowl. broken crayons. i know.... a little crazy... but one day I felt like breaking the crayons in half. i heard this voice in my head saying, "but you are not supposed to do that!!" and i thought "why not!?"
I had so much fun cracking those crayons in half! I literally laughed out loud.Breaking the crayons was absolutely liberating. And now I can use them in a whole new way... gripped in my palm, pressing down hard on the paper so that the colors are intense and vibrant. it breaks crayons to color with intensity. have you ever noticed that?if you press hard they break. so its no big deal that they are already broken and ready to color outside the lines!

finding pieces of the past...

Today I am going through every snip it of paper in my office. for years i have been hauling these folders, boxes, and drawers of papers with me.... and today i decided to sit down and read them, sort them, leave some of them behind, and find new truths today based on messages i left myself in the past.

wow. there are so many messages from the past.... speaking to me today.

every vision i ever had. if it pulsed with any degree of power... has been manifest.
every dream i reached for with passion and longing, even if was seemingly so far from reach.... has come to me on the path. or is still coming to me.

its amazing. and reminds me to keep believing. keep dreaming. keep KNOWING that it is all on the way.

stretching boundaries.
expanding
living within my greatest dreams. this is my life.
this will continue to be my life. no beginning and no end. it just keeps going on and on.

everything is on the way....

everything i desire for next, is on the way.

i can just feel it.
i know its there for me.
just waiting for me to step in and experience it all.


Its time to put the Woodland Street House on the market and move on to new projects. 

cleaning house

i have been wiping out every corner of the house. clearing out all remaining clutter from my life. fully aligning with the present moment ....

its so much easier to live life from the present moment.
less to carry around. less to keep up with.
much more satisfaction. now.

i like it *now*

i can go anywhere from this moment.
i can create anything with what i have right now.
and i will.

self love

Its been a wild ride lately. many things are shifting around in my physical life to catch up with where i am in my heart and soul. its a re-alignment of my whole being.

i am getting many opportunities to practice applying my higher ideals to the nitty gritty of living out daily life. i am learning. i am growing. i am stretching beyond my previous limits. and i am resting.... yes, sometimes i am just resting. letting everything sink in.

i am grateful that i am starting to understand the process of raising myself higher within a much shorter period of time. allowing emotions. allowing experiences. moving through my life with more ease. more acceptance of each present moment.... but still, still a great capacity for reaching higher and often that has meant reaching for the future... but now its starting to mean reaching higher in the present moment.
this is all new to me.
but i am finding that i get "better" now.

wow. thats an intense possibility for living. instant gratification. and thats what i am getting. with love guiding. love based gratification. harm to none. better now. now.


i woke a little heavy this morning. i was tackling a few inner demons last night. but it was easy and effortless for me to release the pain. release the fears. release all that was holding me back from living.

i have nothing to prove. only love to live. only pure pleasure to take out to the world. pure and beautiful love and joy for living. and where does it all start. with me. with my own love for my own self.

i am always starting right here in my own little world of self-existence.
i am glad for this learning. grateful for the practice. self love.