Life has been busy lately

Life has been very busy lately. good busy. bringing things together busy.

I am excited to have the house up for sale. There is unlimited possibility in front of me right now... and though I do not know many details for how everything is going to unfold..... I do know that I can feel the essence and it feels nearly tangible.

So. I focus on the "what" and "why" and leave the "when, where, who, and how" up to the powers that are greater than me. All will unfold for my highest good, and those around me.

I know that I can create anything I can imagine... with divine time and lots of imagination.

I have been taking care of details, and that feels good. getting some things done and wrapped up that have been sitting around waiting for my attention.

And I am also more fully diving in to create some new things. Its all written down. All organized and prepped to unfold... and now I am just playing with the details. have fun.

Its a time of focus.... but I am learning how to keep that fun rolling along beside me. I'm learning more and more about balance. Starting to really figure some things out that I have been grappling with for years.

so i am grateful.
and i love this moment, but feel so excited about whats next.

1311 Woodland Street is for Sale!

The last few days I have been getting emails and phone calls from friends who are a bit concerned that they have seen a for sale sign in the front yard.

All is well friends!!

Nearly four amazing years have been lived in this beautiful house and I’m only shaking things up a bit and taking some of my dreams to the next level. I’ll still be here in east nashville. and will be taking all the celebrating, parties, retreats and activities to a new space. In fact i’m looking for a space for The Divine Playhouse to expand. good good stuff is unfolding! i’m merely rearranging everything so I can more fully flow into this next phase.
so please…. wish me well, and imagine this smooth and easy transition with me. i know everything is coming together with divine timing. its fun watching all the details fall in place to pave the way.

Tonight… Feb 21st I am having an *Open House Porch Party* from 5-8

I will be lighting fires in the fireplaces and popping open a few bottles of wine. since i have heard news of snowflakes tonight, i’ll also have hot chocolate and marshmallows to roast in the fire.

I am intending to connect with someone who is ready to move in and enjoy this fabulous property. If you are that person, or know someone who would like to live here… I invite you pass this info along.

Tonight the whole house will be open for CELEBRATING! I will be celebrating the wonderful times I have had in this house. Celebrating the bright future unfolding… and I will be blessing the house with happiness for those who will be here in the years ahead. I will also set up a *Community Collaboration Art Project* in the main room.

I'll have the upstairs open also… so if you have ever wanted to come walk around in this house…. now is the time!
And here are pictures if you would like to take a peek now….

http://www.kastlekey.com/woodlandstreet

singing in the morning

I know that my heart is wide open and free.... flowin love, when i find myself singing in the morning sunshine.

ahhh its a beautiful morning and every bit of life seems to be swirling around me in this one sacred moment.

i am eternally grateful.

there has been so much exploration and experiencing of death in my life the last few weeks with the death of my grandmother and of my sweet kitty mojo. and several people i know have also been experiencing the death of loved ones... mothers, sisters, friends, cats... and my heart is bursting with love and compassion for the experiences. i have walked through the valley of death. i have cried tears and felt the illusion of despair. i have felt the fear. and i have walked up the other side of the hill into the morning sunlight.
i have stepped back into the healing power of the morning.

today i am so fully alive.
walking through the contrast... walking through the pain has made the life so much sweeter to live.

this morning i am singing. i am writing. drawing. drinking my morning coffee and enjoying the sweet rubs and purrs from the cat that has stayed. i am dreaming. and i am feeling the connection to the whole great cosmos. i feel the web of life.
i feel the woven threads, interconnecting us all with the energy of life. and i am so grateful.

this is life.
and i am singing.

A New Phase of Life - Life Upgrade!

Lots going on these days. The house is ready to go on the market....I'm dreaming and making plans for the next phase of life.

I have these reminders on my desk. Allow it to be Effortless.

and.... Break the rules!
do things differently than you have been told they have to be done.live your authentic life. live it from your heart and soul

do you see what is in the bowl. broken crayons. i know.... a little crazy... but one day I felt like breaking the crayons in half. i heard this voice in my head saying, "but you are not supposed to do that!!" and i thought "why not!?"
I had so much fun cracking those crayons in half! I literally laughed out loud.Breaking the crayons was absolutely liberating. And now I can use them in a whole new way... gripped in my palm, pressing down hard on the paper so that the colors are intense and vibrant. it breaks crayons to color with intensity. have you ever noticed that?if you press hard they break. so its no big deal that they are already broken and ready to color outside the lines!

finding pieces of the past...

Today I am going through every snip it of paper in my office. for years i have been hauling these folders, boxes, and drawers of papers with me.... and today i decided to sit down and read them, sort them, leave some of them behind, and find new truths today based on messages i left myself in the past.

wow. there are so many messages from the past.... speaking to me today.

every vision i ever had. if it pulsed with any degree of power... has been manifest.
every dream i reached for with passion and longing, even if was seemingly so far from reach.... has come to me on the path. or is still coming to me.

its amazing. and reminds me to keep believing. keep dreaming. keep KNOWING that it is all on the way.

stretching boundaries.
expanding
living within my greatest dreams. this is my life.
this will continue to be my life. no beginning and no end. it just keeps going on and on.

cleaning house

i have been wiping out every corner of the house. clearing out all remaining clutter from my life. fully aligning with the present moment ....

its so much easier to live life from the present moment.
less to carry around. less to keep up with.
much more satisfaction. now.

i like it *now*

i can go anywhere from this moment.
i can create anything with what i have right now.
and i will.

self love

Its been a wild ride lately. many things are shifting around in my physical life to catch up with where i am in my heart and soul. its a re-alignment of my whole being.

i am getting many opportunities to practice applying my higher ideals to the nitty gritty of living out daily life. i am learning. i am growing. i am stretching beyond my previous limits. and i am resting.... yes, sometimes i am just resting. letting everything sink in.

i am grateful that i am starting to understand the process of raising myself higher within a much shorter period of time. allowing emotions. allowing experiences. moving through my life with more ease. more acceptance of each present moment.... but still, still a great capacity for reaching higher and often that has meant reaching for the future... but now its starting to mean reaching higher in the present moment.
this is all new to me.
but i am finding that i get "better" now.

wow. thats an intense possibility for living. instant gratification. and thats what i am getting. with love guiding. love based gratification. harm to none. better now. now.


i woke a little heavy this morning. i was tackling a few inner demons last night. but it was easy and effortless for me to release the pain. release the fears. release all that was holding me back from living.

i have nothing to prove. only love to live. only pure pleasure to take out to the world. pure and beautiful love and joy for living. and where does it all start. with me. with my own love for my own self.

i am always starting right here in my own little world of self-existence.
i am glad for this learning. grateful for the practice. self love.

Its a most amazing moment

Right this moment I feel like I am in heaven....
Everything around me is absolutely divine and brimming over with beauty.

there is peaceful stillness in the air this morning...
windows open wide on a december morning... winds coming in and encouraging me. winds of change. gentle, easy winds of change
kissing me gently on the cheeks and whispering to me that everything is going to be ok.
really ok.
better than ever ok.
life is unfolding. winds are blowing. everything new is waiting for me.

and i am following the goodness.
stepping through fields of satisfaction... going towards more satisfaction.
its all right here for me
now.

I love my life.
I love that these moments come to me over and over.
no matter where i go.
no matter what material possessions are around me
the essence of this moment follows me.

its not about what i own
not about what i do
this love wraps around me every where i go.

I know there are big changes ahead and I am stepping into the moment with true belief that all is well and even more satisfaction waits for me.

Preparing

I am hiding in my house right now. I am preparing many things for the big move coming up....
Its exciting times and I am overflowing with the energy of love and gratitude.

I am busy creating new things in fireworks. I'm sitting in my office by the fireplace. Its warm and toasty and I am enjoying this time of creating. I just had a cup of hot chocolate. I'm listening to good music. Everything around here is just buzzing with the energy of whats going on.

Good good stuff is unfolding.
I believe it is going to be an amazing journey as we step into this new experience...

Energy Into the Move

I have made an energy circle with intentions and visions for the move!

This is an exciting process.

I am so eager to see future dreams unfold !!

I have soaked up every sweet moment in this house.
Now its time to ~ DIVIDE~ this house into many other projects!

I am seeing
- Commercial Property for The Divine Playhouse
- retreat houses / rental houses
- my *own *office/studio artist reatreat house ~~~~ This is my favorite next dream!

So many dreams! I am ready to let this house go, so that I can create with the *Dream Seeds* that have been sown here... now multiplied into new seeds.

I believe that every detail is already worked out. I just feel the energy of that transition in my heart and I am there.
Beautiful.

Now I'm Moving !! ~*~*~*~*~*~ !

Its been a wild mini hibernation!
who thought so much wildness could bellow out of the cave of hiding.

I am very excited about what is evolving right before my eyes.
Reality is overflowing from my soul and into my life...


I am grateful! I am very grateful!
everything is really moving now... i think the earth is shaking below me.
foundations are shifting and new worlds are being birthed around me.

life is beautiful. life is so very beautiful.

rolling along...living life

Its been such a wonderful, FULL year! It's the beginning of the last month of the year and I am remembering where I was last year this time. I had just entered a deep hibernation. I went into my cave and sat with my soul. It was time of letting go of deadlines, expectations, and other annoying habits of living. And here I am one year later.... ahhhhh enjoying new freedoms!

Last year this time I stared living life by
my *FLOW LINE*

ah! I am really enjoying this new way of living. Its the "flow line" (as oppossed to the -deadline-)
The wintery weather has brought me back inside to my office more. I have been working on many projects the last few days. And honestly I originally thought that a lot of these projects would be launched already... but .... you see... all year long I have wandered along my little path enjoying myself. So instead of JUST doing the projects, I have also really and truly LIVED LIFE! and it doesn't matter that I am just now getting to some of these things...because I have all the time in the world. And I am living a FULL life every step of the way.
and really, is there anything better than that?!?!?

I'm living and enjoying life!
I'm playing!
I'm laughing.
I'm napping.
I'm having lunch on the porch.
making love in the afternoon.
dancing in the morning
painting at midnight.
listening and sharing with friends.
breathing deeply
hearing God whisper in my ears.
seeing the Universe dance before my eyes.
feeling Source Energy tickle my toes
Watching LIFE unfold before like visions that have come to manifestation.

and this is what I want more than anything
and this is what all the projects of creation point me towards...
so i am just living my way all the way...

mini- hibernation

about this time last year i went into hibernation... deep hibernation. curl up under covers for days and read and dream, kinda hibernation.

once again, the sun is falling to sleep much earlier in the day and the moon is telling me to go inside.
its time to pull out the covers again and sink into my soul.

i have some projects in gear. i'm ready to relax and i'm ready to concentrate.
i don't think its going to be the same as last year... more like a mini-hibernation.
i'm ready