still running

I'm still running...
its been gentle lately, because my shins have been inflamed a bit and because its been raining straight through 7 days now. Its nature break for me. I've had few light jogs and I am amazed about the fact that the easy stuff for me now, used to be what felt almost impossible. that is awesome to experience. growth.

I got some awesome shoes. nike free shoes. taylor introduced me to them from his wish list. they have soles that bend and shape to your foot. its supposed to be as close to running barefoot as a shoe can mimic. its cool. it took awhile to get used to them, but now i wear them around the house and feel like a track star. hahah
its so fun to do new things in life.

my beach house collage

so, if you know me well... you know i am planning on getting a beach house someday. i made an awesome digital collage today with a bunch of my favorite pictures. here's the notebook.

dreams i am touching

warning : i am having a slight coffee buzz. i haven't had afternoon coffee in awhile and i just got a latte :)

ok... there is so much going on in my little world today. i am blissed out.
in case you don't know.... my winter hibernation has moved into a summer sabitical. a creative sabatical. I spent the last two months creating this digital vision board/brainstorming notebook on my computer that has been so much fun and now I am looking for a place for the summer that I can use to start building all this stuff! if you come across any opportunities let me know. (think garage with an ac unit.) a workshop. a place where i can paint signs, haul in couches, paint furniture, store tables... that kinda place. ideally I would like it to be sorta close, so i can pop in whenever. i am so excited. this is going to be where I can really create.

two other things... I think I have more money coming my way again ;) I feel it coming. so I'm pretty excited about that, because the last time it came in I was able to shift my schedule to what it is now, in order to make time for all this stuff i am creating... and this time I think its going to be just what I need to get my operating budget to the level I would like before moving into our new space. I knew it would be here for me as soon as the timing was right to move forward.

I keep seeing these amazing visions of whats just up ahead. these pictures are so real, so tangible, i feel like I am walking in a dream while awake. i almost don't know what is real and what is a vision. when this happens, I know my visions are beginning to collide with the energies that have been set in motion to create in reality. walking reality.

The Place of Gratitude

Once you move into the place of gratitude....that's when it all comes together. That is when we are really in the essence of creation.
It is in the place of complete expectation and belief that gratitude swirls around my being and everything falls in place.

I am in that place right now.
I have full knowing that all is well ... all is very very well. Miracles are happening as specks of dust move and swirl to orchestrate this new creation.
Its a remarkable, microscopic process that has the power to move boulders and align me with all the resources and opportunities needed.

I am grateful. I am in a swirl of happy blissful gratitude.

I got there...

Last night I went out to run and I felt like a ton of bricks. I went for awhile thinking eventually I was just going to break through the fog. It never really happened though and I decided to be kind to my body and let it walk. There was a storm brewing and I left the process for some sushi... a vegetarian sunshine roll that was delicious. I went home and went to sleep.
I think sometimes we just have to honor where are bodies are on a particular day. I went to the process. I was present and that seemed to be the most important part. I know I will run better next time because I kept the habit going. I got there....